So I've been off this for a while...I just wasn't very motivated to write much if I'm honest. Life's been pretty busy lately with school and arseholes and lot's of other lovely things...but I'm back! (for now :D )
I've been really busy lately and stressed to the max! Huge workload and not a lot of time= unhappy Ethan. I do work best under pressure but this has been ridiculous! Thankfully, I can relax a bit now as I've been accepted to a few universities for my chosen course :D I've always been unsure about what I wanted to do and sometimes felt I was pressured into my application, but waiting to hear has been a nightmare! Now that I know I'm in and can go where I like I'm very happy :D
I'm sick of high school. I've always been popular/liked but popular according to who? A bunch of morons I'll never see again? I don't mean to sound harsh but I am seriously sick of the immaturity, the rumours, the general crap that comes from being in a year of 150 where the majority consider the highlight of their lives to be this final year of high school. I cannot WAIT to go to university and meet new people. Here I feel stuck in this small town with this small-town mentality, I need out.
I've been distancing myself for a while now, still being friendly but distant. I don't listen to people talking about other people, I tell people when their being an arse and overall I feel more myself than ever. It's fun and I don't see the point in all the fake pleasantries when I don't actually care about the majority of my year. There are the select few sane ones who I will probably stay in touch with after we all go our seperate ways. As far as the rest of them go, goodbye and goodridance! :)
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